#15 where am I going?

I don't know,
I'm lost,
someone guide me, please,
someone, som... pleaseohLord,

I'm drowning here,
it's raining,
I love rain but,
I hate this one,
it's raining tears,
oh fuck, I'm drowning,
ggrlblbbb...

give me the torch,
I'm blind, argh!
Goddamn it! The fu-
give it to me fast!
it's turned on it said?
...but why the fuck am I blind?
oh shit, blinding guilt,
fuck me,

I can't breath,
help, uhh,
resuscitate,
blow me twice,
press me fifteen,
give me life,
bring me ba-uhh,

oh, it's just a nightmare,
Huhhhhh, oh God,
whe...

where am I?