#20 public phone

*take out 50 cents*

*insert the coin*

*press your number*

*waiting for you to answer*

*no answer*

*voicemail*

Heyy umm,
I got your voicemail, and I was kinda utterly touched.
I hurt you, I know you know. I know you really like me but the conflict, yea. Kept as apart.
I don't know what to say because I was in a merciless, devastating mess. I left you hanging. I left you wondering. I left you in sadness. I keep saying you are strong. Yes, you are! Because I always seek you. I shared everything with you. But, I was too blind. Your sacrifices, I didn't see. You kept fighting and fighting and fighting until I realised.

You.

You are too strong. You awe me. You- ah fuck!

*punch hard the public phone*

*franticly insert another 50 cents*

Sorry.
It hurts me when I remember those bad shits I had thrown you. And you just kept sticking to your gun. Days went by, my feelings towards you grew. Yea. After all kind of shits we have been through, I love you. Oh my God, I am embarrassed. Hold on for minutes.

...

*insert another 50 cents*

I'm sorry but I want to thank you for everything. You changed me. You really did. Love is a sweet bullshit, I keep repeating those words. But you made me totally forget that bullshit part. It was not my plan to marry anyone, to have kids, to grow old with someone. Now, I am committed. I have planned everything.

*sigh*

I just hope that there is way to skip to the part we legally can be forever. I love you.

*insert another 50 cents*

I don't want to end this but I have to. Someone just poked me on my shoulder, Heheheh, yea I love you. Fuck me for being lovey dovey. Please, as soon as you get this, please call me back and please if anything ever happen stay with me. I want to make it through.

And I fucking miss you so much, you dumbass.

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