#40 written in diary

Part I

It was too soon for us,
but for people, the time we had seemed plenty.

I knew that sooner or later,
it had came for me, the departure,
leaving you alone was not easy for me,
but for our future, love,
sacrifices were inexorable,
and I was not able to hold up tears,
not mine but yours.

Words were not but,
temporary pillows for every night you shed tears,
silencer for your reluctant thoughts.

I could do nothing,
but hoping and praying,
that your night would soon become day,



Part II

I was praying for your dreams,
I was working on your dreams,
I was doing whatever it took to secure your future,
I took leaps that took thousand thoughts,
but you were with me, encouraging,
made all around me blazing,
hot surrounding, you brought me up,
all the negatives you shut it up,
high up, I was even more happier,
because you were here,
you helped me grow and even wiser.

Oh dear,
could not imagine myself without you,



Part III

In the land of harsh,
where no one thought good news existed,
you brought the light!
You were on your way,
through the nine villages, there you were,
at first all seemed easy but it was just for an hour.

You could not make it, said you,
which I objected the statement because,
you were strong! You are strong!
I know you could make it,
so I helped you get through,
to your dreams.

As I believed,
you are hard to be K.O.-ed.
You got yourself up,
just like I did,
when you were with me.



Part IV

Remember the day we met, love?
We had a blast though not as long as we hoped for.
I want to pour it all out but,
It is best for us to keep it ourselves.



Part V

I just wish that we can switch.
I cannot stand anymore,
knowing that you are tired all the day,
I just want to be with you,
You are like wearing heels,
and forced to sprint on rocky hills.
While I am feeling ashamed of myself,
like lying on lift way up to the sky,
I am at my ground state, relaxing.

So I push myself harder,
to make us even,
not that I want to punish myself but,
I am helping you to build your dreams.
Helping myself to become your dream.