#42 you can count on me

Am I asking too much?
Do I know how to appreciate?

All of there claimed beautiful views,
are actually not wherever you are not,
and that's why there's more of you,
than just myself in my albums,

Guilt favored,
as my actions prompted you,
to do what I told you,
tell me that I was rude,
tell me that I was wrong,

It has come to me,
that I don't think that I have served you the best,
as they had served you before,
but you the severest of them of all,

you can count on me.