#53 What the heck?

I tried to tell them this in different ways,
It's so hard in Malay,
So I'll try it in English,
Though it'll sounds gibberish,
Let's,

Difficulties in my mind,
Every night I'm gonna close my eyes,
He'd be there on the other side of bed,
He knows my cries,
Still he reaches me, plays my hairs,
Hug me with nightmares,

So next morning,
I'll throw up into the toilet bowl,
All the bad thoughts and undesirable imaginations,
Be thinking 'what the heck?',
That's his goal,
To curse me into desperation,
So he can enjoy see me going crack,

I plan on redemption,
But I'm mere human,
I'm no gallant,
So that's it,

Devil wins,

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