#44 I still remember

I still remember,
"are you okay, love?"
you knew something was wrong,
although I hid them all well,
deep down in a secret chamber,
in my heart,

I still remember,
you did I wanted you to do,
although not a single voice,
transmitted,
my intentions,
you were already knew,

I still remember,
you let my hurting words,
slice your very heart,
though I hate it so much,
"it is for you, love, I want you to feel better,",
yes, me too!

I still remember,
you spoke a lot about me,
by flooding people's Twitter and Instagram,
and Tumblr was not enough,
and blog too, you mentioned me a lot,
but now it all has stopped,

I still remember,
the days when you were falling apart,
I managed to drag you out of the dark,
you let me do it all,
but now all my actions and intentions,
are forbidden under any circumstances,

I still remember,
you put me first,
though I feel now I am the last,
tell me that I am wrong,
that it is just me,
I am the first forever,

I still remember,
you were always believe,
that I was always right,
not because you were always wrong,
but you believed me, accepted me,
everything from me,

I still remember,
when you declined every invitation,
just so you could spend all the time,
with me and me alone,
but now,
I am all alone,

I still remember,
your love was infinite,
eternal, ever so beautiful,
only fools deny,
that alone does not change,
I know,

I still remember,
how vast it was,
your love could fill the universe,
if I ever to be shifted to different plane,
I would feel it, so strong, your love,
it is stronger now too,

I still remember,
those days have gone forever,
the days I was so broken,
and you fixed me right,
loose me when I was uptight,
It was not a dream,

I still remember,
last night fight,
you have changed a lot,
but I still love you more and more love,
and the same can be said for you,
I know, we can make it through,

Because this can be the testament of our strong, true love during our wedding day.