#45 a letter for the douchebag (me)

"What the fuck? You know you have made a great mistake? Congrats! What if she doesn't change for worse? What if she changed for good? To make you feel better? What if she doesn't change at all? But it is you who changed? Huh? Huh?! You are the biggest prime time moron, you know? As if you are always right, and she always wrong. Use your small brain, think! She have been through a lot more than you have. While she was trying to make your dreams come true, YOURS not HERS, she was struggling about everything, her studies, her life, her problems, trying to get everything together, you were happily lazying around like an idiot, like "hey man, I know that shit, so I don't have to be serious in that shit! And that shit too, and every shit! Goddamn every shit is easy! Well, I guess no need to be serious," you fucking asshole, you put her last, you came back to her when you sad or being a hopeless shit, and when she couldn't help you, you blamed her, accused her and shits, is that how it's done? You dickhead! Get it fixed quickly, fuck off!"